I took a little break from processing everything and just didn't think about this for a week. Feels a bit like I was in a dream state.
Then this happened. My mom was in the hospital, being treated for pleural effusion. I was to call her Doctor this morning to find out next steps, but instead I got a call. Her heart had stopped. They tried for a long time to bring her back, but she was gone.
My mom would pray for me every day. I'm not a religious person, but now that she's gone, I miss that already - knowing that someone was praying for me. My heart is breaking. I don't care about my situation anymore. I just want my mom.
I'm so sorry, Mir.
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you - take care.
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I'll pray for you, Mir. It won't be the same as your mom praying for you, but at least you'll know that someone is. I wish I could hold your heart together, but instead, all I can do is join with your sweet husband, family, and friends, and hold you and help you as best we can until your heart -- slowly, slowly, piece by piece -- is mended.
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